Saturday, 4 August 2012

Stirings

Deep down inside something is stering
What i'm not sure feelings
Are flowing some were i see
It seams I have some deep down somewere

What do we know of what we feel inside
All is diffrent i see some have pain
and thats there bodys way to cope
some feel nothing and this is hard

i feel it is you hurt me but dont know what to say
I feel it when you love me that I see
But as with all we feel mine has got deep down inside
I am trying to understand what it wants me to do
It was there some years ago now i am stuck
in a world of confusion
 
Nicky
 
Please if this says anything to you please leave feedback
 
Love and hugs
xxxx

Thursday, 2 August 2012

Feelings

What do i do this is me, 
Empty,
 feelings are meant to be what drives you  
But were are mine i do not know
You ask me to talk but how
I have been closed for so long
I don't know were to begin

Please let this be the start as i cant 
go on like it no more,
 If there is a way now is when
 I need it the most.

I know we all have feelings,
And one day ill be able to show mine.

Nicky
 
 

Wednesday, 25 July 2012

Lost but not forgotten

The days are long and hard
you left me stranded 
on this side of life

How do i manage without you
i try and talk to others but it 
wont leave my mouth

i did not think it would be so hard
talk is all they say but how 
when you were the only one to 
get me and know what i felt

i miss you so much it
hearts 

we all have to try to get on 
having your baby's around dose help
but we all think your around the corner 

love ya always Cath.


Tuesday, 24 July 2012

Daddy we love

You are the best man in the world,
No child could ask for better,
You know how to cheer us up no matter 
What the problem,

He took you from us before we 
could say our goodbyes,
Then when we came home it was 
too hard to do,

When i saw you lying there i thought 
You was sleeping,
But i touched your hand 

And so cold you were i knew at last
They all told the truth,
That your beloved god had done the 
Wrong thing by taking you away.

Why daddy did he do this to you
of all the pepole in this world,
He took the wrong man,

No matter how long i live i will 
Never say goodbye,
As you will always be with me 
Till my dieing day.

I love you daddy

Welcome

Welcome to the Red Shadows

This is were i will add all forms of writing.
The first piece is the last thing i wrote 10 years ago it was after losing my dad i stopped writing, And only a few months ago i lost my best friend of 32 years and i have always been a closed person which is not doing me any good at the mo i am pushing my loved ones away and not asking for help.
So i have decided to try and right in a blog.

Thank you for coming along and please leave you comments as i love to see how you all take it.

Love and hugs Nicky. 
xxxx